Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Heartbreak

















I am absolutely heartbroken. We made it through the day and did really well. We even made it through our nap with no binkie. Carter really seemed to understand that his binkies have gotten old. He is extremely sad. Honestly his little face makes ME want to burst into tears. Bedtime tonight has not gone so smooth. He has been crying and whimpering for the last 30 minutes. I have gone in a few times to comfort him, he just says "I want my bibi". It's so sad. If Jason hadn't held me back I would have given him one! I finally sang him some songs that seemed to take his mind off it. I feel like a horrible mom who has just taken away his most prized possession. What mother does that!! Just need to remember I know whats best...or do I...what's the big deal about a binkie...why CAN'T he have one still??? Signing out not happy....DETOX DAY 1

Pictured: Carter looking for a "bibi" stragler anywhere he can think to look...

1 comment:

ashlan said...

hey there is an upside it was only a 1/2 hours and he is 2. Its better than 5 and an hour. Right? You will do fine he will never remember it so you are a great mom for sticking to it as hard as it is.